God Bless Grandma Bernie

I sent this email to myself today while sitting at my mother-in-law's bedside in the hospital today. The last several months have been a roller-coaster for her emotionally and physically. She has now been hospitalized with pneumonia and other complications. At this point they are only trying to make her comfortable. I'm sad that Jasmine will probably not see her Grandma Bernie again. We miss her so much already... Sitting here w/Bernice, it is oddly peaceful. I've been praying, reading from the bible and singing in an effort to fill the silence. I worry that if its silent she'll feel she's alone. I know this has always been her biggest fear. I wish we had family close to care for ladybug now so that i could be here more with Reggie. They don't know if she,ll make it another day or another hour. I have to say honestly that for her sake I hope its the latter. Looking at her she seems relatively peaceful. She is now on morphine now I'm so curious what she's feeling and thinking. I feel honored to be with her at this time. Sent from my Nokia phone